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So what's new? Friday night Scotty and I went dancing at the funhouse and I got in free because I guess it was on KWINN that if girls say "Kwinn is paying my way" you get in free, so SCHWING! Anyway, that was so freaking fun, my goal of the night was to give Scott a hardon by dancing with him and he said I succeeded like 10 times...HA! Yesterday we went to Sacramento for my cousin Kevin's graduation party, he had like a joint party with one of his friends, pretty much nobody from our side of the family came, but it's all good because he got mad cash in cards, so he was happy. We came home around 8:30 or something and Scott and I were both lazy so we lit candles, put on music and laid in bed. When it was around 9:30-10 he started falling asleep, so I was being a butthole and I was like "Fine I'm going to leave then" and we fought for a little while, so I was laying in the corner behind a box on the floor, and he started saying stuff, like that was bothering him and he made it sound like he might be leaving me or something, so I, being the girlfriend who loves him so much, started to cry so hard I couldn't breathe...Then he came over and was just holding me and I think I cried so much I made him cry, anyway, we finally got back up on the bed...He was just talking and he's all "I love you so much that's why I want...(sigh) I have to tell you something come over here you deserve to hear this" so I scoot closer and I put my head on his chest and lay there while he hugs me and he's like "I never want to leave you I want to save money and do it right because it has to be proper, and I know you've asked questions and I play games with you, but I do want to marry you, I have to get things first, because it has to be proper, ya know? but I want to be with you forever, I love you so much" I was like speechless for awhile...wow, funny thing is though I've always thought of myself as too young to ever be in a relationship like this where it marriage might come up and stuff, but now I just find myself thinking of it everyday (Before he said it) I'm 18 and I found the guy I want to be with for the rest of my life...not many people say that...that may sound stupid to some people, but to each his own. I'm waiting for him to get off work now, his mom is coming over, oh and I'm going back to my brown hair, I miss it, and Scott was like "I've never known you with brown hair, but you look hot in the pictures of you with it, I wanna see it" so I'm going to get dye or ask his mom (she does hair) and Val will be brown again...that's it I want cereal now..Peace out.
So what's new? Friday night Scotty and I went dancing at the funhouse and I got in free because I guess it was on KWINN that if girls say "Kwinn is paying my way" you get in free, so SCHWING! Anyway, that was so freaking fun, my goal of the night was to give Scott a hardon by dancing with him and he said I succeeded like 10 times...HA! Yesterday we went to Sacramento for my cousin Kevin's graduation party, he had like a joint party with one of his friends, pretty much nobody from our side of the family came, but it's all good because he got mad cash in cards, so he was happy. We came home around 8:30 or something and Scott and I were both lazy so we lit candles, put on music and laid in bed. When it was around 9:30-10 he started falling asleep, so I was being a butthole and I was like "Fine I'm going to leave then" and we fought for a little while, so I was laying in the corner behind a box on the floor, and he started saying stuff, like that was bothering him and he made it sound like he might be leaving me or something, so I, being the girlfriend who loves him so much, started to cry so hard I couldn't breathe...Then he came over and was just holding me and I think I cried so much I made him cry, anyway, we finally got back up on the bed...He was just talking and he's all "I love you so much that's why I want...(sigh) I have to tell you something come over here you deserve to hear this" so I scoot closer and I put my head on his chest and lay there while he hugs me and he's like "I never want to leave you I want to save money and do it right because it has to be proper, and I know you've asked questions and I play games with you, but I do want to marry you, I have to get things first, because it has to be proper, ya know? but I want to be with you forever, I love you so much" I was like speechless for awhile...wow, funny thing is though I've always thought of myself as too young to ever be in a relationship like this where it marriage might come up and stuff, but now I just find myself thinking of it everyday (Before he said it) I'm 18 and I found the guy I want to be with for the rest of my life...not many people say that...that may sound stupid to some people, but to each his own. I'm waiting for him to get off work now, his mom is coming over, oh and I'm going back to my brown hair, I miss it, and Scott was like "I've never known you with brown hair, but you look hot in the pictures of you with it, I wanna see it" so I'm going to get dye or ask his mom (she does hair) and Val will be brown again...that's it I want cereal now..Peace out.