Jul 23, 2006 13:24
Okay, I'm done with this whole living at home thing. My parents are crazy, not with me, but with eachother. It's my dad's 50th today and my mom doesn't have anything planned. Her reasoning behind that is that she needs to clean the house because we are leaving for Georgia in a week and we are having someone stay at our house. It's also logical to just do it when we are in Georgia because all of the famliy will be there... that and she is pissed that he never does anything for her birthday so apparently he doesn't deserve anything. I'm sorry, how old are we??? So my Nana gets mad and decides to call my dad up and invite the faimly for dinner at her house, which sets my mom off. Long story short she tells us to go without her, he cancels, I told her to act like an adult and to not make everything about her.... oooh, she did not like that. She left yelling and crying and is now slaming doors in my face. WTF. Who knew that I am more mature than my own mother. So far she has done this on my sisters birthday and on my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary cruise. I never realized how off my mom was.
They just celebrated their 25th and I thought things were getting better. Ever since I left home things have gotten worse. My mom just walks all over my dad, tells him what he's doing wrong all the time... she just makes him feel so small. I just wonder how much more he is going to take. I can't imagine my parents apart, but I'm really begining to think with a little bit of time, it could happen. I remember being in 8th grade and having my best friend tell me parents never stay together, it's just all about when their pateince runs out. I just smiled and said okay, knowing that my parents will never split, they will always be fine. I just don't know anymore... everything is falling apart.
I'm really begining to hate love.