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Last night was a mindfuck.
I finally realized that I've been suppressing certain feelings because I wasn't equipped to feel so strongly about two individuals at one time. Especially because I was so dead-set on attaining one of them that I was too blind to see the other, who was patiently waiting to pick up the pieces when boy numero uno left me broken. And pick up the pieces he did, in all the right ways. Why didn't I see it before? Why didn't I listen to Bailey and Kayla and Anthony sooner? Why didn't I see him standing right there the whole time? I probably would've saved myself a few months of heartbreak and Ryan a shitton of gas if I had just given Joe the chance he deserved from the start.
When a boy is driving a stick shift, but won't even let go of your hand to shift gears...now that's some cute shit, bro.
I've some scores to settle.
I'm going to have a few very pissed off people on my hands in a very short amount of time.
Bring on the drama.
Dear Lord, please don't let me fuck this up, not to mention myself and a few friendships in the process.
kthnxbai.
I finally realized that I've been suppressing certain feelings because I wasn't equipped to feel so strongly about two individuals at one time. Especially because I was so dead-set on attaining one of them that I was too blind to see the other, who was patiently waiting to pick up the pieces when boy numero uno left me broken. And pick up the pieces he did, in all the right ways. Why didn't I see it before? Why didn't I listen to Bailey and Kayla and Anthony sooner? Why didn't I see him standing right there the whole time? I probably would've saved myself a few months of heartbreak and Ryan a shitton of gas if I had just given Joe the chance he deserved from the start.
When a boy is driving a stick shift, but won't even let go of your hand to shift gears...now that's some cute shit, bro.
I've some scores to settle.
I'm going to have a few very pissed off people on my hands in a very short amount of time.
Bring on the drama.
Dear Lord, please don't let me fuck this up, not to mention myself and a few friendships in the process.
kthnxbai.