dating

[heyjude224]

So I decided a couple weeks ago that I needed to try online dating again, I really want a boyfriend and it has been far too long. I have no other way to meet guys, I mean I can't date anyone I work with and as a matter of fact I wouldnt date anyone I work with. None of my friends have anyone that they could introduce me too so I feel like online dating is really the only option, but it sucks. I liked the process at the beginning but so far their isnt anyone that is really catching my interest and I feel like I am just going through the stages just to say I went through with it. This is so frustrating, I mean I feel like I am a good person, but I suck at dating and flirting, I mean I am dumb when it comes to that kind of stuff. I need to get to know someone before I can really be myself around them, and I thought the online dating was a way to do that but so far it is another new process of getting rejected by guys. I am too old to be this socially retarded, but apparently I am.

Ok I am hoping this little rant will make me feel a little better, but only time will tell.