happy
nothing has been going right around here in this house. its so full of negativity,
i just wish there was something i could do to help.but im feeling pretty happy.
sam and i are doing better than we ever have. we have our own apartment,
were supporting eachother, and everythings is good. its an incredible feeling
to have a best friend and a good boyfriend all in one.
working has been the second highlight of my weeks, along with receiving and saving
all of my paychecks. i have this huge urge to spend and spend. so far i havent given in.
i need all the money for other important things like rent and saving up extra money
to travel, to sky dive, concerts or other things i cant imagine.
tomorrow night at 6 sam and i will be going to dinner at cuvee with all the people who
work at sushi mambo. Its a really expensive restaraunt. im really looking forward to
hanging out with him and everyone else. we each have presents to exchange with
each other. I havent gone out and bought my gift for renee the owner.
i really dont know what to get her. its hard buying some one a present when all you
think of is how annoying they are. haha, i cant help it.