mixed emotions
yesterday all i felt was angry.
my job has given me a temp. job at
calistoga ranch. they stuck that one
down my throat and im still trying to
swallow it. i wish people would ask before
taking all action.
later on i recieved a wonderful massage
from brice. i wasnt angry anymore and i
thought i wouldnt be for the rest of the night.
wrong!
im still so angry. angry with work. with friends.
sam. with how im spending my time caring about
people. they dont care to want to know who i am
but they always say things that make me think
they are interested.
i have a lot in me to offer. if only the people
i reached out to would take it they would finally
see what it could be.
ADD ON: july 26, 2007
i went and had a 3 second tour with karen(director of spa) and i gave her a pedicure. basically what it all came down to was that if i was going to work for her temporarily i would need a week worth of training.
this goes back to me saying how pointless it would be for me to work for her for only a week because i would do a shitty job since i had no training.
why was that so hard for my manager and her to understand before they started making appoitments for me to go there and show my "skills"?
so i wont be working for her. what a waste of time. but hey i got a bar of soap for going..
my job has given me a temp. job at
calistoga ranch. they stuck that one
down my throat and im still trying to
swallow it. i wish people would ask before
taking all action.
later on i recieved a wonderful massage
from brice. i wasnt angry anymore and i
thought i wouldnt be for the rest of the night.
wrong!
im still so angry. angry with work. with friends.
sam. with how im spending my time caring about
people. they dont care to want to know who i am
but they always say things that make me think
they are interested.
i have a lot in me to offer. if only the people
i reached out to would take it they would finally
see what it could be.
ADD ON: july 26, 2007
i went and had a 3 second tour with karen(director of spa) and i gave her a pedicure. basically what it all came down to was that if i was going to work for her temporarily i would need a week worth of training.
this goes back to me saying how pointless it would be for me to work for her for only a week because i would do a shitty job since i had no training.
why was that so hard for my manager and her to understand before they started making appoitments for me to go there and show my "skills"?
so i wont be working for her. what a waste of time. but hey i got a bar of soap for going..