Jun 12, 2008 20:43
I may have figured it out. I figured out why I fell so behind in things I used to love recently; I was spending my free time dating someone who wouldn't spend his free time on me. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sad about it, but it's freeing knowing that I have a whole summer ahead of me to do whatever I please with. It's tough working full time now, but I intend to use my weekends to the fullest (and even some weeknights if I have the energy).
So I'm downloading new music, catching up on podcasts, trying new DS games, reading before bed when I'm not tired enough yet, and most excitingly, planning a trip out to San Diego with Omar to visit Garrett and then going on a Pacific Coast road trip. I SO need that.
This summer is dedicated to me getting back in touch with myself. It's the first time that I'm not 100% preoccupied with wanting to find a boyfriend. If it happens, great, but I'm more concerned about myself having fun. I don't wanna be M.I.A. to any of my good friends anymore. I also need to pay more attention to what I eat and get some decent exercise, even if it means buying WiiFit. I'm almost done making over my room, too, which I wish to spend a lot less time in.
Work is going well, but it's sooooo damn hot in there. They have a bunch of a/c units in boxes, but none of them are installed yet, which is frustrating. I keep coming home and having to immediately strip and take a cold shower to stop feeling gross.
What are we doing this summer?