I oftentimes think too much that when I get so close to a certain goal, something smack in the middle destroys most of it all (and after eating so much Mexican food this week, what can I say? I want MORE.)
And as you all know, my dilemmas in the world face not only that, but a crisis where in no one wins at all, I'm not sure it actually benefits anyone or if it just gives out the hurt.
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So at school, the day started out perversely since Garskath and Liz were speaking and there was a maniac there as well. Just kidding, but you know how traumatized I am, just like Kurt, but you know. I hugged Liz from behind (le sigh) and spoke to them about stuff, but sooner or later she had to go, and I didn't see her yet. So this time, I guess we didn't cross paths so early in the morning.
The question is, what the heck was I waiting for?
Nothing good happened today, it seems. I don't know. That one chance encounter probably made me light up, but I was so uptight, the right words wouldn't come to me, I fell flat. She must've known something was wrong, and therefore: Ceased the words that hurt.
Then I find this hickey-like mark on my neck, it's painful, and it itches: A burning sensation that I have no idea as to how to stop it's pain..
Another thing I want to do this weekend is watch Burlesque, but apparently they aren't showing it here yet, or at all. Which got me upset, geez. I've been waiting for this movie for a long time now, and I guess I just have to resort to the totally free way of getting stuff.
I wanted to point out that rumors of Dianna Agron being in this movie did not make me want to watch it. And that I'm a horrible liar, but hey; It's Christina's first movie, so maybe I could use that as an excuse (downloads all her albums to make me sound legit, like a boss)
THANKSGIVING! I almost forgot, I'm now going to make a legit list of things I'm very very thankful for.
- Blessed Living, Family, Shelter, the perks.
- An awesome set of friends (who are probably never going to know how much they saved me)
- An awesome set of teachers past and present.
- HER - I wanted to point out that even though you're number one in my heart, I still can't be thankful because I think you aim to destroy, and it's working.
- Dianna Agron and Lea Michele (because they are smoking)
- TV - Glee, Hellcats, America's Next Top Model, How I Met Your Mother, Bones
- Florence, John Mayer, Alison Sudol, Christina Aguilera
- MEXICAN FOOD
- Lewis Carroll's Alice in Wonderland
And that about sums it up, and that's what you missed on me.