It has been ever so lovely to me so far.
It's usually represented by the darkness of being. The dark month, a time for grievances and heavy, deep, energy that focuses on heightened emotions.
Unfortunately, it also has it bad ends. Just like everything else.
I've been a witness to a friendship that was never meant to last since feelings are wild. I helped create the spark, and as the flame grew uncontrollably, I was unable to extinguish it.
But what is this flame, just a scrap of platonic romance. A spark never meant to last! I have no fault in bringing to alcoholics in a room with just one shot glass of whiskey, I have no fault in that.
That doesn't matter now, the one who accuses me has no right. He is not God, I am merely a pawn as he is.
Oh, and I got a lot of friends, during my birthday I've got all the love in the world. They're the absolute best, I could not believe to be so lucky. I don't know, the good in my life is just so plentiful I wonder where some of my sadness comes from.
Another miracle, I got a second place spot in this years poetry. (Which happened, like, a while ago.)
Written by Ms. Gammad.
The moment Mrs. Ricafort called out my piece, it was like.. a rush. "The Bamboo Tree!" she had announced and my face was like. (O_O) ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME? I was taken aback, I had not expected this, (okay maybe just a little) but, what even?
I forgot a line, says the prompter, but my friend (who got first place) told me I executed it as I planned, flawlessly. I just wanted to do that, no other aims. I couldn't stop smiling since, I haven't won anything in that division, October was truly a hard month for me, but either way I got through it, with awesome prowess.
I thank again the heavens for giving me today's blessing.
This is nothing, nothing at all!
Wow. I have not mentioned my love for Achele / Faberry in this blog. Well, I tell you. It burns like a thousand suns, and that's because they're obviously hot and gay for each other. You could tell the Achele by a single touch.
Oh and another thing, since we were wearing awesome business suits a while ago, me and Eya could have done the following:
- Express Yourself
- Hello Goodbye
- Stop! In the Name of Love / Free Your Mind
And so we danced in the computer lab, thank you Grilled Chessus.
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In Wonderland, anything can happen. Living in a fantasy is an escape from the bounds of reality. It helps me escape the stress, bring my body out of the system.
Things are crazy in here, remember: We're all mad. Even you. And if you claim to be sane, you'd be madder than the maddest of us all!
Love is different now, and things correspond. They revolve around it, and I've taken consequences because of it. Just like everyone, I'm in a box of chaos. But then again, who isn't?