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I havent updated livejournal is ages! Nothing really new though. I went to Panama City beach, and Daytona Beach, Florida for spring break. it was a good experience! =) I've been hanging out with alicia alot lately, and surprisingly, I've hung out with beth a few times within the past week or so? Yea its cool.
Baker kinda sucks... but psh, oh well!? My spring semester already started. I have oral communication, Pre-Algebra, and Workplace communication. So far, so good. My first test in pre-algebra, I got 101% heh, how cool! Im pretty satisfied! Oral communication is kinda a pain... I just cant seem to get over my stage fright issue. I just wish I could just, psh... Get over it! and be more confident. but geez, it aint easy! Workplace communication, is the BORINGEST class in the whole entire universe! Ridicilousness. I gotta buy me a suit for my final presentation. pfft, what kinda Bull is that. Suits are like what? 50 bucks and UP! Im not rich you know. shiiiit. My mom havent gotten her car back yet. pffft.
I've been extreeeemely busy with school works up my ass. Its irritating, but Im truly determined to get 4.0... So far its pretty good. Last semester kinda pissed me off, I got like.. 3.6? or 3.7? one of those... it was cuz of my psychology class. she was the worst teacher in the face of the earth. so i ended up getting a B+ in that class. Bitch. So i switched my major like 3 times in the past couple months. haha, and I THINK im settled... for pharmacy tech. I really wanted to be a surgical tech, but many people say that they doubt i'll be able to handle that... and i believe them. blood+me=NO. who knows... Im actually thinking about going for 2 degrees...one for pharmacy tech, and one for surgical tech. i think it would be cool to have two careers... I'll be sooooo busy and whatnot, but hey... gotta rake in that moooola! I dont know, I think I can handle it. My aunt works 3 jobs... and if she can handle that, then I can definetely handle 2!
College is soooo frustrating! Not the fact that its college, its harder work... although its not really all that hard... But its the fact that Im sooo confused on what I want to major in. I feel like Im wasting my parents money since I keep switching majors and whatnot. You know? cuz some classes dont transfer or whatever. I cant make up my mind about what I want to be, because I just dont know what I want to be! Im starting to have second thoughts about the medical field. ALL my life, I've always wanted to be a doctor, or I dont know... someone that works in the medical field... helping people. you know? And I want to live up to that dream. I really want to help people and be a doctor and whatnot... but I dont know. And the courses they have at baker, arent helping much. I want to be something big... like a doctor, anesthesiologist, surgeon (sure, I can handle that!), therapist, psychologist maybe? But Baker is just... God knows. I hate baker. The courses they offer are the small things. Stupid surgical tech, pharmacy tech, therapist assistants... I dont want to be no damn assistant. pffft. I almost transferred to SVSU, but im scared. Im scared of BIG, HUGE classes. I heard universities are HUGE, and have up to 200 ppl in one class. I CANNOT handle that. Yea Im a wuss.
I wanted to take summer classes so i can get my degree faster, but damn... none of my classes are open in summer, except one, and Im not gonna go to school all summer for one class. fuck that.
Family life hasnt changed much. My parents are still work-a-holics, and pfft, mike is following their foot steps. Im trying to get him to go back to school, and so far its working, I just have to keep buggin him! I dont know, I want him to do something with his life while he can. ya know? he's thinking about going to delta, or SVSU... he just wants to figure out his major first.
Well, I have like... a billion homeworks, so I really should get to bed, so i can get up early tomorrow, and get started on my homeworks... I really wish I can get financial aid... it would help out a great deal! I have to study for 3 exams that I have to take on May 3rd... Good Lord, I really really really hope i do good. I want to pass them all, so i dont have to take the classes! If i get anything lower than a B-, then i'll take it again, I dont wanna fuck up my GPA... damn, I wish I was more like this when I was in high school... cuz then I coulda gotten scholarship for good GPAs and whatnot; too bad I was just like "Fuck it"... well, I guess I learned that 'fuck it' isnt the answer to everything, and once you get yourself in a deep hole, its hard to get out of it... you can get out of it, but it will take FOREVER, and extra hard work! I learned my lesson. =) Alrighty, Im outta here, Until next time Livejournal land.
Baker kinda sucks... but psh, oh well!? My spring semester already started. I have oral communication, Pre-Algebra, and Workplace communication. So far, so good. My first test in pre-algebra, I got 101% heh, how cool! Im pretty satisfied! Oral communication is kinda a pain... I just cant seem to get over my stage fright issue. I just wish I could just, psh... Get over it! and be more confident. but geez, it aint easy! Workplace communication, is the BORINGEST class in the whole entire universe! Ridicilousness. I gotta buy me a suit for my final presentation. pfft, what kinda Bull is that. Suits are like what? 50 bucks and UP! Im not rich you know. shiiiit. My mom havent gotten her car back yet. pffft.
I've been extreeeemely busy with school works up my ass. Its irritating, but Im truly determined to get 4.0... So far its pretty good. Last semester kinda pissed me off, I got like.. 3.6? or 3.7? one of those... it was cuz of my psychology class. she was the worst teacher in the face of the earth. so i ended up getting a B+ in that class. Bitch. So i switched my major like 3 times in the past couple months. haha, and I THINK im settled... for pharmacy tech. I really wanted to be a surgical tech, but many people say that they doubt i'll be able to handle that... and i believe them. blood+me=NO. who knows... Im actually thinking about going for 2 degrees...one for pharmacy tech, and one for surgical tech. i think it would be cool to have two careers... I'll be sooooo busy and whatnot, but hey... gotta rake in that moooola! I dont know, I think I can handle it. My aunt works 3 jobs... and if she can handle that, then I can definetely handle 2!
College is soooo frustrating! Not the fact that its college, its harder work... although its not really all that hard... But its the fact that Im sooo confused on what I want to major in. I feel like Im wasting my parents money since I keep switching majors and whatnot. You know? cuz some classes dont transfer or whatever. I cant make up my mind about what I want to be, because I just dont know what I want to be! Im starting to have second thoughts about the medical field. ALL my life, I've always wanted to be a doctor, or I dont know... someone that works in the medical field... helping people. you know? And I want to live up to that dream. I really want to help people and be a doctor and whatnot... but I dont know. And the courses they have at baker, arent helping much. I want to be something big... like a doctor, anesthesiologist, surgeon (sure, I can handle that!), therapist, psychologist maybe? But Baker is just... God knows. I hate baker. The courses they offer are the small things. Stupid surgical tech, pharmacy tech, therapist assistants... I dont want to be no damn assistant. pffft. I almost transferred to SVSU, but im scared. Im scared of BIG, HUGE classes. I heard universities are HUGE, and have up to 200 ppl in one class. I CANNOT handle that. Yea Im a wuss.
I wanted to take summer classes so i can get my degree faster, but damn... none of my classes are open in summer, except one, and Im not gonna go to school all summer for one class. fuck that.
Family life hasnt changed much. My parents are still work-a-holics, and pfft, mike is following their foot steps. Im trying to get him to go back to school, and so far its working, I just have to keep buggin him! I dont know, I want him to do something with his life while he can. ya know? he's thinking about going to delta, or SVSU... he just wants to figure out his major first.
Well, I have like... a billion homeworks, so I really should get to bed, so i can get up early tomorrow, and get started on my homeworks... I really wish I can get financial aid... it would help out a great deal! I have to study for 3 exams that I have to take on May 3rd... Good Lord, I really really really hope i do good. I want to pass them all, so i dont have to take the classes! If i get anything lower than a B-, then i'll take it again, I dont wanna fuck up my GPA... damn, I wish I was more like this when I was in high school... cuz then I coulda gotten scholarship for good GPAs and whatnot; too bad I was just like "Fuck it"... well, I guess I learned that 'fuck it' isnt the answer to everything, and once you get yourself in a deep hole, its hard to get out of it... you can get out of it, but it will take FOREVER, and extra hard work! I learned my lesson. =) Alrighty, Im outta here, Until next time Livejournal land.