a perfect sonnet
"so i stand in the sun and i breathe with my lungs, trying to spare me the weight of the truth"
I hate indecision. I could walk away right now, spare myself the heartache. That might be the safer option. It IS the safer option. But what if I stuck around? What if it was all worth it in the end? As Rocko from The Pebble and the Penguin once said, "You're either the greatest romantic hero of all time, or the dumbest penguin who ever lived." I don't think I'd be the greatest or the dumbest anything no matter what I did. But I'm sticking my neck out here because, well, because I think it's worth it.
In anycase, I've been talking to a lot of people from the past lately. Such people include Mego, Natasha, and the most random of all- the conversation I'm currently involved in- Kinsey, who I knew for like 2 weeks before she moved to Nebraska. I'm glad to hear everyone's hanging in there.
It's weird realizing that I did in fact live another life before I came here. I've grown so much, seriously. I'm in so much better of a position in so many different ways, I can't even begin explaining it. So I won't.
I love making new playlists.
I hate indecision. I could walk away right now, spare myself the heartache. That might be the safer option. It IS the safer option. But what if I stuck around? What if it was all worth it in the end? As Rocko from The Pebble and the Penguin once said, "You're either the greatest romantic hero of all time, or the dumbest penguin who ever lived." I don't think I'd be the greatest or the dumbest anything no matter what I did. But I'm sticking my neck out here because, well, because I think it's worth it.
In anycase, I've been talking to a lot of people from the past lately. Such people include Mego, Natasha, and the most random of all- the conversation I'm currently involved in- Kinsey, who I knew for like 2 weeks before she moved to Nebraska. I'm glad to hear everyone's hanging in there.
It's weird realizing that I did in fact live another life before I came here. I've grown so much, seriously. I'm in so much better of a position in so many different ways, I can't even begin explaining it. So I won't.
I love making new playlists.