but i dont wanna walk away from emaline..
Here's a disclaimer for you:
I am well aware that I complain about work too much. I am aware that everybody has to work for a living. I am aware that I only make it worse for myself by being down about it all the time.
But I really am sick of it. I just want the freedom to do the things I really care about instead of being stuck cleaning up sloppy people's messes all day. Hopefully I can get a job at costco so I can reduce my hours a bit without reducing my pay. That's what I'm hoping for. And if I can't reduce my hours, at least I'll be better reimbursed for the days of my life that I'm tossing away.
All the same, my higher conscience is calling me to have a better attitude, to be long-suffering, to let things go even when all I want to do is be angry. Blah. Building character is difficult.
I am well aware that I complain about work too much. I am aware that everybody has to work for a living. I am aware that I only make it worse for myself by being down about it all the time.
But I really am sick of it. I just want the freedom to do the things I really care about instead of being stuck cleaning up sloppy people's messes all day. Hopefully I can get a job at costco so I can reduce my hours a bit without reducing my pay. That's what I'm hoping for. And if I can't reduce my hours, at least I'll be better reimbursed for the days of my life that I'm tossing away.
All the same, my higher conscience is calling me to have a better attitude, to be long-suffering, to let things go even when all I want to do is be angry. Blah. Building character is difficult.