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Christmas sucks.. especially when you don't have any family or a boyfriend to spend it with.
I haven't talked to John in about 2 months but he unexpectedly showed up at my house on Christmas Eve with a stereo system and a MP3 player for me..
weird.
I asked him why the hell he did that and he said "b/c I care about you" WHATEVER THE FUCK THAT MEANS.
and..
One of my dear friends, a coworker, died on Saturday of a heartattack, he was one in a million..
all this death is freaking me out b/c it means I'm getting older and I don't like it.
*sigh*
I wish the words "I want to die" never ever came out of my mouth...
I haven't talked to John in about 2 months but he unexpectedly showed up at my house on Christmas Eve with a stereo system and a MP3 player for me..
weird.
I asked him why the hell he did that and he said "b/c I care about you" WHATEVER THE FUCK THAT MEANS.
and..
One of my dear friends, a coworker, died on Saturday of a heartattack, he was one in a million..
all this death is freaking me out b/c it means I'm getting older and I don't like it.
*sigh*
I wish the words "I want to die" never ever came out of my mouth...