HOLA!
Wow, its been a while. Not a big deal anyways, most of the people that read my journal are from my town and are spying on me. Guess I would not be so mad if they would just leave a comment.
I went back into the hospital again. Fun fun. (not really) When I got out, everyone is calling me and my brother is coming home telling me all this crap. Stupid rumors. This is what I have herd so far:
1. Im dead.
2. I slit my wrists.
3. Im going to be living with Ray. (my bio-deadbeat dad, which I don't even call dad)
4. Im living with him right now.
5. I cut meself because im afraid my little brother doesn't love me.
That makes me laugh. And since most of hte people that are reading this now are probubly from my school, lets clear some stuff up.
Im not dead. (if you have not noticed) I didn't slit my wrists, I just went a little crazy with a knife. I hate my real dad, and am not going to be spending any time with him anytime soon. I actually changed my email, don't pick up the phone, and my parents are hiding all the cards he send from me. (unless their is money in it) Im still living with my mom. My little brother loves me, and I love him. We just made spagettii together and then sat down and watch While You Where Out.
Oh, and some other kids from school are going up to my brother and saying really stupid crap about me. I was hurt when he told me who one of the guys was. Its was Adam, Emmitts little brother. So I cain't help but blame Emmitt, I really liked him. But he turned into a complete ahole when I started dating Clayton. Emmitt, if you are reading this, you should of tried harder instead of being a wussy. Grow up.
Ok, enough with that. I doubt I will be writing in here alot. Im just a little upset at everone. And I miss Ronnie, she thinks I don't care about her. Why is it that everytime I try to show people I care, I piss them off?
I went back into the hospital again. Fun fun. (not really) When I got out, everyone is calling me and my brother is coming home telling me all this crap. Stupid rumors. This is what I have herd so far:
1. Im dead.
2. I slit my wrists.
3. Im going to be living with Ray. (my bio-deadbeat dad, which I don't even call dad)
4. Im living with him right now.
5. I cut meself because im afraid my little brother doesn't love me.
That makes me laugh. And since most of hte people that are reading this now are probubly from my school, lets clear some stuff up.
Im not dead. (if you have not noticed) I didn't slit my wrists, I just went a little crazy with a knife. I hate my real dad, and am not going to be spending any time with him anytime soon. I actually changed my email, don't pick up the phone, and my parents are hiding all the cards he send from me. (unless their is money in it) Im still living with my mom. My little brother loves me, and I love him. We just made spagettii together and then sat down and watch While You Where Out.
Oh, and some other kids from school are going up to my brother and saying really stupid crap about me. I was hurt when he told me who one of the guys was. Its was Adam, Emmitts little brother. So I cain't help but blame Emmitt, I really liked him. But he turned into a complete ahole when I started dating Clayton. Emmitt, if you are reading this, you should of tried harder instead of being a wussy. Grow up.
Ok, enough with that. I doubt I will be writing in here alot. Im just a little upset at everone. And I miss Ronnie, she thinks I don't care about her. Why is it that everytime I try to show people I care, I piss them off?