what a weekend
so jake came here this weekend and it was so amazing...yet i miss him even more now that he is gone then before he came. He just makes me smile all the time. he got here on friday around 11pm so we just hung out at home and talked with the parents cuz they hadn't meet him yet. Saturday we slept in and then went to the station with molly. after station we took a nap and cuddled, o how i missed cuddling. then we had dinner with the fam with a lovly walk down at lake harbor then for a walk at the light house, it was amazing. he lives in the middle of indiana so he loved the big lake. sunsets in muskegon have never looked so good or felt so amazing. after the walks we went and saw madagascar and i was really disapointed with it but he made it all the better. Abby got out of work at 1 am so jake, molly and I went over to play some cards and drink a little and christina made it over for some fun too. it was so nice to finally be able to introduce him to my girls here at home. Sunday we were attempting to get up early and go to cherokee but we were tired so we slept and then woke up to go to the art fair with abby and the babies. it was nice jake and i bought rings together cute but nothing too serious. then that night we went to see smokey at summer cel and it was so much fun. on the way home we stopped by to pick up his pictures then to blockbuster to rent a movie. we rented hitch which i had seen before but he hadn't. i feel asleep in the middle of it but it was so amazing waking up in his arms. yesterday for the holiday we had a cook out even though it was crappy outside. It was nice to introduce jake to some of my family members and spend the holiday with him. we took another walk down by the beach and laid down on some blankets. it was so peaceful and perfect i didn't want it to end but the flies were so terrible we had to leave. so we went back home to cuddle more and watch a movie but we ended up just talking and kissing a lot, so amazing. then it was the dreaded time to drop him off at the dock. i did ok until we got to the dock and the ferry was there i just started baling. as i watched him walk away it hurt so bad. i sat down to watch the boat sail away and as tears ran down my cheek an old man said "its ok he will be back" and i lost it again and cried all the way home. it was so hard to come home without him next to me. i miss him like crazy but i am glad he came, it was so perfect. now i only have 2 more months until i see him at school....