mixed feelings
i have such a sick feeling in my stomach... i hate it.
its like when you have to get up in front of the whole class and you forget what you need to say...
or when you are waiting in line for the scariest rollercoaster ever and your stomach is incredibly anxious...
or when you are driving and a sudden small hill sends your stomach so far down that when it returns it gives you a moment of sick weightlessness..
or when you just realize that you forgot about something incredibly important is going to happen and you are unprepared...
or when you finally realize that you didnt plan enough time to study for a test and you arent going to be ready
or the holy crap feeling when you hear some unbelievable news that will have a huge impact on your life...
your stomach drops and you feel so insecure and you dont know whats going to happen next, or what your next move should be.
im driving rob to sacramento tommorrow, nothing will be the same. we will be alright though. my stomach and i guess my whole body is just sad and insecure/unsure
its like when you have to get up in front of the whole class and you forget what you need to say...
or when you are waiting in line for the scariest rollercoaster ever and your stomach is incredibly anxious...
or when you are driving and a sudden small hill sends your stomach so far down that when it returns it gives you a moment of sick weightlessness..
or when you just realize that you forgot about something incredibly important is going to happen and you are unprepared...
or when you finally realize that you didnt plan enough time to study for a test and you arent going to be ready
or the holy crap feeling when you hear some unbelievable news that will have a huge impact on your life...
your stomach drops and you feel so insecure and you dont know whats going to happen next, or what your next move should be.
im driving rob to sacramento tommorrow, nothing will be the same. we will be alright though. my stomach and i guess my whole body is just sad and insecure/unsure