Feb 17, 2005 22:54
so life has thrown alot of things my way this year... i have a hard time going home even though i long to go home. i feel torn becuase i feel guilty if i dont see my dad but its hard becuase of circumstances.. but i really need to go home.. and so im going home tommorrow. i dont like to piss and moan about how bad things are.. because they really arnt that bad.. im thankful for all the love that i recieve and everything that i have.. and i know that it could be worse. so i wont indulge myself by writing about it
so i was really bad and i wanted an ipod for awhile but i wouldnt admit it and i would just make fun of everyone who had one.. but then i bought one today.. so i guess im a hipocrit once again and i wasted money.. again.
on a better note... or at least a different one.. im a declared bio major and i wanna go to optometry school and buy my moms practice from her. boo ya...
sad/ confused note.. rob leaves june 7 for the airforce. im happy hes doing what he wants and that he is making something for himself. its really good. but im scared to miss him
this summer i have to take chem lab and physics.... its going to be fun.
any questions?