tv theme

[heygracefull]

this weekend is the first weekend since marching band started that i haven't planned to do anything. it's so fucking weird. i feel like i should be doing something at all times and now since dance and more dance is all i do during the week, the free time just starts piling up. as far as college is concerned, my act really didn't make any difference as far as schools i want to go to so i'm still applying to the ones i've already decided on. two people in our grade got into w&m this week after worrying about it nonstop since the beginning of november. thank god that's over. the "i'm going to cry myself to death if i don't get in early decision" thing was starting to wear thin. imagine. my ivy league hopes are kind of out the window now, and i can't say i'm particuarly sad. the point is that i'm not a test taker. make me write an essay, i've got you, but give me a bubble sheet and you get nothing. if that's what yale wants, let em have the asians. today CHILL decided to give us yet another motivation speaker about not binge drinking. now, get this, the guy admitted that he will always be an alcoholic and that he will more than likely have other drinks in his lifetime, but that he was thankful he did go down the path he did in college or else he wouldn't be at schools teaching kids about them. so basically, he's saying he's thankful that his binge drinking gave him the experience to write a book, make the new york bestsellers list, and let him make loads of money while preaching to the choir. SHIT. seriously, if that isn't a good business move, i don't know what is. he didn't even say "don't do it", he was just like "if you're going to do it, i won't stop you, just know that not everyone comes out like i did". there was no crying, no pity party, and a really awesome picture of him on a beer mountain he made at UCLA when he went there. hands down, great job CHILL. way to make us not try beer. hahahahaha, foiled again! i've strained my hamstring near my butt so i'm on ice and advil. but! i have gotten my splits down to an amazing inch above the ground. yeah, if the dance thing doesn't work out, i'm going to be a crazy stripper. we're talking $50s thrown AT LEAST.
later days. much.

p.s. anyone use another type of free music downloading service BESIDES limewire, bittorrent, and bearshare?