i'll try anything once

[16littleseconds]

i'll try anything once
han geng/heechul, super junior.
1,983 words, pg-13.
summary: inevitably, heechul changes everything - as if there weren't enough changes in your life already.

Comments

[laeryn]

girl girl girl. just wanna warn you that i didn't sleep yesterday night and it's 3AM today so i may make no sense like, AT ALL, but GIRL GIRL GIRL ♥ ♥ ♥

And, you know, I LOVE IT and SCREAMING and MAKING FACES AT TEH COMPUTER AND TRYING NOT TO BE OVER EXCITED CAUSE I DO NOT WANT TO WAKE UP EVERYBODY IN DAH HOUSE BUT OMG *O* ok, so here's the thing: THIS is what I love about Hanchul fanfic, thiiiis, the feeling that they're polar oposites, that somehow Heechul is this really invasive/abrasive/INTENSE person that you either avoid or just can't help but follow (and omg, this Heechul? It would be thrilling to meet this Heechul) and somehow it's like idk who were those that after a war burned everything they found so ppl couldn't go back to plant anymore there, you know? and this is it, what would you have if Heechul left? WHO on Earth can fill the kind of hole Heechul would leave?

(NOBODY, HANGENG, HOLD ON HIM, YOU KNOW YOU LOVE HIIIIIIIM!)

& I love how you got to do it, with Heechul being, you know SO HEECHUL lmao, just so unpredictable and this is what i want so i get it and i know you will do this for me and omg, lovelovelove. and all the small moments than in actuality are really intimate and therefore REALLY IMPORTANT because they come to show how much of their personal ~space~ they actually ended sharing and <3 <3 <3 Idk. THE SLEEPING IN THE SAME BED, Heechul and light fingers and that was really really intense, and how Hankyung then thinks about that time when his life was predictable and settled but there was no Heechul aaaaaaaand.

I'm stoping here cause I'm being a Hanchul fangirl here but you just made me so it's totally your fault! It's great, bb, intense and just showing the essence of how I like to imagine them and it's just a great present ♥ I hope my clearly LATE present can come soon too, but THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANK YOU! I LOVE GENG! I LOVE CHUL! I LOVE THEM! I LOVE YOU!

:___D

[16littleseconds]

oh my god ;_______;

i am so glad you liked this.

SCREAMING and MAKING FACES AT TEH COMPUTER AND TRYING NOT TO BE OVER EXCITED
this was actually my reaction when i read your comment okay >:|

the feeling that they're polar oposites, that somehow Heechul is this really invasive/abrasive/INTENSE person that you either avoid or just can't help but follow
this is definitely my favorite thing with hanchul too, actually. the fact that you can't really avoid him and that when he leaves, he just leaves a huge empty space behind that nobody can fill properly ;;

and all the small moments than in actuality are really intimate and therefore REALLY IMPORTANT because they come to show how much of their personal ~space~ they actually ended sharing
i definitely tried to show some sort of contrast between all those intimate moments they share despite heechul's... personality and i'm glad you noticed it :D

nd how Hankyung then thinks about that time when his life was predictable and settled but there was no Heechul aaaaaaaand.
that paragraph about han geng's life before just sort of... happened. i didn't plan on including anything about this at the beginning, but then i needed something to finish the thing and i thought 'hey what's best than comparing before and after' and yeah lmao it was most definitely inspired by what a friend told me about her childhood in china though!

thanks a lot for your amazing comment, and i'm so happy you liked it (REPEATING MYSELF WHATEVER) AND I WILL BE WAITING FOR MY PRESENT YES. because i might or might not have another christmas fic for you in the works :D :D

♥