what fitting/amazing songs

[heygeinletseat]

i need a cigarette
i need a forty
if you were my job then you could not afford me
it's all these reoccurrences designed to kill
i will catch you like a rabbit and i'll bend you to my will
because i am like a bear who has shed off all her hair
and is too confident and stupid to admit that she is scared
and freezing to death outside her den or just waking up from winter with arthritic frozen skin
and i can confidently say that i will scare you away

and now i'm out of money to spend it all on crap
and that's why my eyes are yellow my brain tissue turning black
and i am one of those weird fish that only eats off fishes teeth
and i am one of those weird plants that only grows on rotting flesh

and i am something far away from you
so far away from you
and i could confidently say that i will scare you away

there are flowers growing all around a massive animal inside of me
and it's so ugly
and i'm so broken
and i'm so ugly
and it's so broken

i am calling all of my friends to pull me out from this hole
but they're so caught up in their own shit
and i'm so caught up in my own shit
worlds collapsing all inward
and the drones are piercing through its own skin
but i think we should live together
yeah i think we should live together

and you have to believe me when i say i understand that no one around here seems to understand
but you have got to make an effort
yeah you have got to make an effort

like kids smoking in cemeteries
trying to remember what it's like to be nothing again
so maybe it won't be so scary
when they finally meet the maker at all

there are flowers growing all around the tiny fish swimming in my blood
begging me for more cheese coffee begging me for more cheese coffee
swimming round a kingdom of regrets
slowly building up inside of me
but there are things that i believe in
yeah sacred things that i am keeping for you to see
later when you need them like a christmas tree
covered in light blue ornaments