If you love something give it away

Jun 12, 2005 14:44

well everyone who takes the time to read this, its certainly been a while. hmmm.

let me update you all by subject of person.

JOEY: officially joined the "best friends forever club" on thursday. it's great. and he is the one who said it so i guess it's not just me being wishful. i mean...we've been throught enough SHIT you'd think it's about time!!! i'm glad to know he's always there for me, no matter what. he's proved that this week. the lenghths he went to for me...wow...<3

TIFF: nothing changed. still SISTERS lol. we had a bang-dangin time at the band banquet. especially picking up guys when we were "construction hoes" lol. i'm sure billy loved that.

AIMEE: same. fun at band banquet YO!!

LIZ: WOOOOOOOOoo i love liz so much. i'd say her and joey are the closest people to me right now. they're my "first calls" if you know what that means. <3asian<3

BOYS: nope. none. well, amanda showed my pic to that guy "joe" and is giving him my number today. so hopefully that'll go somewhere. but i've realized...

i don't NEED a boyfriend...when i have a best friend.

well, as you're reading this you'll know who you are. i'm sorry that we're not friends right now because i don't really understand. ok. so i guess i hurt you. and obviously any time i hurt one of my good friends, it's wrong. but when i tried to talk to you about it you refused! so when someone makes a mistake, you have the right to be angry about it. but it's been long enough. and i don't want to throw you, as a friend, down the garbage disposal. and it kind of sucks to hear from people that you're saying things like "everyone'll be glad to know, i'm not friends with ashley anymore." and that i have to write this here in my livejournal because first of all, if i call you won't answer and secondly i'm grounded rightn or i probably would call. so here it is.

the first gesture.

we need to talk because here i am, admitting i was in the wrong. you know where i am, now that i've made the first move.

welllllllll im gonna complete my day by hanging out with krista and doing my english notebook.((thanks joey)) BYE!!!

((the world's got me dizzy again-you'd think after 22 years i'd be used to the spin-and it only get's worse when i stay in one place-so i'm always pacin' around or-walkin' away...))
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