I'm Not Broken
This afternoon's solo walk from the Math Department in Sec A to the Colayco Pavilion in MVP has got to be the LONGEST walk I've ever had since entering Ateneo. It's not because of the path, mind you, but because of the things I thought about during that walk. My walk from Bel to CTC will stay as the farthest walk for a looooong time.
Anyway, after getting my paper, I thought about stuff. Thank God for the deserted hallway. I wouldn't have been able to dialogue with myself if someone could see me. That would just be weird. I was walking and thinking about my failures, especially the current one. It was hard to swallow, the fact that I failed a test in my favorite subject, but I couldn't do anything else. It was already done. The act of complete and utter stupidity has been done.
I didn't know what else to do. The only person who connected with me when it came to math was someone I said I wouldn't approach but what the heck, he used to make me feel better. This time though, he made me feel worse. You're not working anymore, funny that.
During that walk I realized more about myself than I ever wanted.
I realized I was stupid.:|
Anyway, after getting my paper, I thought about stuff. Thank God for the deserted hallway. I wouldn't have been able to dialogue with myself if someone could see me. That would just be weird. I was walking and thinking about my failures, especially the current one. It was hard to swallow, the fact that I failed a test in my favorite subject, but I couldn't do anything else. It was already done. The act of complete and utter stupidity has been done.
I didn't know what else to do. The only person who connected with me when it came to math was someone I said I wouldn't approach but what the heck, he used to make me feel better. This time though, he made me feel worse. You're not working anymore, funny that.
During that walk I realized more about myself than I ever wanted.
I realized I was stupid.:|