Aug 09, 2005 05:44
It seems like its been a long week. Stuff went down that kinda demolished me inside and out. I'm hoping to work through it, maybe put things back together. I feel different every day. I just got in from work, got to leave early this morning for some adjusted rest.
I spent all weekend at Cliff's w/ Bub. We saw The Dukes of Hazzard twice and ate at Garfield's twice this weekend lol. It was fun. I found out more information about stuff that happened that really hurt, but I'm working past that as well. I don't hold grudges and I do forgive, but pain doesn't understand that.
I think I'm going to bed now. I need sleep. The less time I spend awake/concious the less I think about it.
"You know why we leap? Because that's what people do. They leap, and hope to God they can fly, because otherwise. you just drop like a rock, wondering the whole way down, why in the *hell* did I jump? But here I am, S*****, falling, and the only one that makes me feel like I can fly... is you."
"Happens All The Time" by Cold
I still hang on every word
in the world of faded memories
where your still in love with me
I can see it in your eyes
you look as if your major Tom has lost control
I must hold on
This happens all the time
I still find my faith in you
I cant hold on
this happens all the time
I still find my way to you
If a dreams all that ive got
then I wish your in a fairy tale
where your still in love with me
I could see it in your eyes
the look as if your hero fell and lost his soul
I must hold on
This happens all the time
I still find my faith in you
I cant hold on
this happens all the time
I still find my way to you...
To you...
To you...
To you...
I must hold on
This happens all the time
I still find my faith in you
I cant hold on
this happens all the time
I still find my way to you