ASAEIOSDFLKAJSDFOI ANGER
Leave it to the only person in the world that can piss me off beyond belief to do so. It would maybe be okay if there was an actual reason, but Ryan is just a dick. That's all there is to it. One of my best friends asks Amanda H if they are dating because they are always together and for some reason that is a reason to lash out at me and say some fucked up shit in a very public place. I guess it's easier for him to blame things on me rather than just mild curiosity. I doubt he even knows what mild curiosity means.
In other super awesome news from today, I told Eric that I'm not ready for anything serious. This was ridiculously hard to do, because I don't want something to pass me by that could be amazing. He was totally fine with it though. Strangely fine. I don't know if this means he doesn't understand the full extent of what I was saying, he is hiding how he feels, or if he really is just totally and completely understanding. I hope it's the last one.
In other super awesome news from today, I told Eric that I'm not ready for anything serious. This was ridiculously hard to do, because I don't want something to pass me by that could be amazing. He was totally fine with it though. Strangely fine. I don't know if this means he doesn't understand the full extent of what I was saying, he is hiding how he feels, or if he really is just totally and completely understanding. I hope it's the last one.