Aug 09, 2006 21:58
It's funny how once something either good or bad happens, it pours. The last one or two weeks have been really awful, filled with stress and emotional break downs, and it kept pouring. Tonight, just two things made me feel so much better, despite what has been happening to me.
One, the GA is over. It was like high school again, with the stress and work, but I forgot about the fulfillment and adrenaline rush that came with it. It came out not the way we expected it to, with good and bad, but then it was all good. Again, I appreciate everyone who was there to help and participate. I never felt better!
Two, I got the boost I needed. It's funny how something can come to you so unexpected while everything seems so messed up, and when it happens, everything just falls back into place. Thank you Faith, I really needed that. A reminder of why I got myself into this in the first place.
I want this.
Is it a good thing that I'm not affected? If I found out a few weeks ago, I would've been crying. Now, i'm actually happy. Maybe I'm just still on a high from today and hopefully, nothing can ruin it. We'll see.