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i'm so ready to just end it all, because nothing is worth this stupid shit...and i don't even wanna hear it that i'm stupid and blah blah blah. fuck you, you know nothing....I HATE HIM!!!!!!!! i feel so dirty....tell me, why do people do this?! do they think it's fun????????????? maybe he had the right idea before, with the drugs n shit.....god, who fucking cares anymore.....i can't even give a fuck about myself....my friends, yea, but if i harm myself...oh well. cuz nothing is worth everything that's piling up right now....
i need jesse so much right now....