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I'm doing ok. It's starting to sink in. . .hurts a little more, but it's bearable. It's more of a disappointment than anything. I had such high hopes for us and him, and I'm just disappointed that it has to end like this. It's like, he was supposed to be special. And now, he's nothing.
I don't really have time to sit and just be sad. Which is good and bad I suppose. There's a big party tonight and I promised CJ and Heather I'd be there. I'm really excited; I know I'm gonna have a great time. I'm gonna be surrounded by friends and fun and especially now it's needed more than ever.
I don't really have time to sit and just be sad. Which is good and bad I suppose. There's a big party tonight and I promised CJ and Heather I'd be there. I'm really excited; I know I'm gonna have a great time. I'm gonna be surrounded by friends and fun and especially now it's needed more than ever.