I love my Sis.

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I never realized how much I love my sis til she called in tears. At that second all I could think about was how could I get up to Athens and be with her. How could I help... I might get extremely frustrated with her, and at times very angry...but I still love her. I need to get over a lot of what she's done, a lot of what I still blame her for. It's just really hard for me to let some things go.

I've been crazy busy lately. I've been rushing Phi Sigma Pi lately, and with studying and meeting up with friends I really have no time. The brothers in the frat are awesome. Just a huge group of people that are pretty different... I admit, I am excited that there are some sci fi loving guys in there. heh Claire would go crazy if she got one of those guys as her big brother, but I honestly would love it.

So I might be going home this weekend, and I might not be. I want to go because my Mother's bday is coming up, and I miss my family and my dogs. Though, Friday I find out if I get a bid so I might have to stay the weekend. My friend's having a bday party... And well, yep. There are so many other things that might happen that kinda have me excited but I won't say anything more than that.

Those somewhat emotional/awkward talks about feelings changing...yeah, they just suck. -Must resist desire to avoid and ignore issues-