Homesick.
Grr. It makes me SO frustrated that after twice BACK to Canada, after being miserable here and thinking I just can't stand it anymore, but then coming back here, because I'm a sucker, or just a glutton for punishment.. or perhaps I just really do like Adelaide, I STILL get homesick so badly that I want to go back to Canada.
Not that I want things to be easy, per say. I just don't want EVERYTHING to be a struggle, if you know what I mean.
It's so strange talking to my mom on the phone these days. I can really feel the distance, and more and more I can hear her Canadian accent, and I can hear that she sounds like she's getting older, and less like 'my mom' like I remember, and it just makes me feel so far away, and that makes me sad. I hope she's okay, and happy, and that my brother and dad are looking after her, and that she gets enough hugs and cuddles, because she needs that.
I don't know, maybe I'm only getting so grouchy because I have so many essays due, and so many words still left to write. And my cat died. And I miss my best friend.
Not that I want things to be easy, per say. I just don't want EVERYTHING to be a struggle, if you know what I mean.
It's so strange talking to my mom on the phone these days. I can really feel the distance, and more and more I can hear her Canadian accent, and I can hear that she sounds like she's getting older, and less like 'my mom' like I remember, and it just makes me feel so far away, and that makes me sad. I hope she's okay, and happy, and that my brother and dad are looking after her, and that she gets enough hugs and cuddles, because she needs that.
I don't know, maybe I'm only getting so grouchy because I have so many essays due, and so many words still left to write. And my cat died. And I miss my best friend.