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i can't remember the last time i went through a period of disrupted sleep, but it has returned... perhaps it is becuase of jonathan, or because i'm unhappy. I seriously wanted to break up with him today, but just talking to him made that desire dissappear. Im not sure if the long distance thing is just finally getting to me, but i think when i finally end up seeing him things will get better. I just get the suspicion that he wants to break up. Today I told him I felt more like an inconvience then his girlfriend. He told me that wasn't true and that he has just been busy. And i honestly have no idea what to say to someone being busy, becuase he's in college and i know he's busy... Anyway, we talked for a little and left things on a good note. He told me he'd call later, and true to his word he did. It was nice. I really miss him though, and sometimes i just wish he'd let me know he feels the same. He does in so many words, but still, being obvious is sometimes best.
Meet the Challenge with Conditioning is just stressful. I'm not going to make the team. I haven't studied for chemistry. I can't get this weird taste out of my mouth and my hair has looked like shit for the past day and a half.
JEEEEZ.... i need a fucking hug, a back massage, and a LARGE LATTE.
Meet the Challenge with Conditioning is just stressful. I'm not going to make the team. I haven't studied for chemistry. I can't get this weird taste out of my mouth and my hair has looked like shit for the past day and a half.
JEEEEZ.... i need a fucking hug, a back massage, and a LARGE LATTE.