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I hate that my life has just become this huge awkward mess.
I know things will turn out ok because things always end up having to be ok but it scares me that my life could be completely different if things went differently.
I can't be ok with knowing that "everything happens for a reason."
My weekend was so relaxing. I did homework, made a bonfire and smoked with friends, went to Bethel diner with Emily while wearing my tiger print sweatpants and talked about so much with her. She introduced me to some pretty amazing music and made me laugh a lot, like always.
I have such a good life. So someone should just kick the shit out of me and tell me to stop feeling fucking sad.
I know things will turn out ok because things always end up having to be ok but it scares me that my life could be completely different if things went differently.
I can't be ok with knowing that "everything happens for a reason."
My weekend was so relaxing. I did homework, made a bonfire and smoked with friends, went to Bethel diner with Emily while wearing my tiger print sweatpants and talked about so much with her. She introduced me to some pretty amazing music and made me laugh a lot, like always.
I have such a good life. So someone should just kick the shit out of me and tell me to stop feeling fucking sad.