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Alrighty then...Updating this blog cause I'm really bored and I gotta keep my hands moving and WA-LAH!, here's the solution. Anyways, I have seen a Scion tC like WAYYY up close and it is beautiful I tell you, beautiful. Yeah, anyways enough about cars and more about other topics. Okay, first of all I am doing better than before, but still not the best that I can be. I must say I'm trying to be two things at once, so I'm taking it a step at a time and 'trying' to be 'myself', if I know what 'myself' is...I seem to notice that I always think on a pestimesic side and I have this gut feeling that I'm going to end up worse then before. Why? You may ask this...Because I always contradict myself. I can't help it...I mean who can? And recently I'm being like tempted the hell out of me, but I seem to enjoy playing with the line between my flesh and spirit. Damn you, you better not be joking.<---Please disregard that, unless you're 'that person'. Oh man...I really am not looking foward to going to Fairfax...Why? Because it's the same fucking thing as J.B and the hell with J.B. :-O I hate J.B and always will and I'll promise you I'll never miss that hell hole again. Anyways, on the brigther side(sarcasm, ha-ha), I'm thinking once again...I can't help it. I think when I don't want to think...I mean there's nothing wrong with it right? Anyways...I'm once again listening to Trance...:-O Damn it. I really don't think it's a 'secular' type of music, well I know it doesn't 'Glorify' God, but it doesn't or barely has any words, so I mean How much can it hurt? And Yesm. I started cussing. :-O, well it's not much of a start, just being more open with it, right? God says 'Come just as you are' so damn it, I'm coming just as I am. Anyways, Once again questioning, wondering, and pondering. Damn, I swear the heat is getting to me. I seriously can't wait until Winter, by then I'll be exceeding with joy, ha-ha. Anyways, I leave saying, Please prove me wrong, No, Really, Seriously, Prove me wrong. :-O