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This is what Ashley wrote me on my birthday and it always makes me cry when I read it. Especially when I haven't seen her in a while. Like now. I miss her so much! Like, I'm really fucking upset that I can't see her more often. Anyways.. here it is:
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOOVER!!!!!
look your nickname! thats what i am calling u from now on. I love you sooo much! and I am so very excited to get to spend time with you on ur 17th birthday! let's make it one you will never forget. You are amazing Sarah. I have never met anyone like you- you are beautiful, so smart, funny, charming, sweet, quirky (...yeh i knew you'd like that word), compassionate, creative. The word 'WONDERFUL' was made because of you. So I hope all your wishes and dreams come true; because you deserve it.
This year is going to be even better than last! You are 17! Ya can hit dat bitch wit a bottle! I love you. I decided that if anyone ever asks how many siblings I have, I am from now on going to answer 6. That's five brothers and one incredible sister. You are my family Sarah. I know we will bicker just like sisters do from time to time. BUT I would never let anything come between us. that includes the evil species of men!
You are my hero, Sarah ...okay, my whore too, but still. hehe. muah! i love you."
I can't stop crying now... I miss my best friend!
"I know it hurts. But it's life, and it's real.
And sometimes it fucking hurts,
but it's life, and it's pretty much all we got."
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOOVER!!!!!
look your nickname! thats what i am calling u from now on. I love you sooo much! and I am so very excited to get to spend time with you on ur 17th birthday! let's make it one you will never forget. You are amazing Sarah. I have never met anyone like you- you are beautiful, so smart, funny, charming, sweet, quirky (...yeh i knew you'd like that word), compassionate, creative. The word 'WONDERFUL' was made because of you. So I hope all your wishes and dreams come true; because you deserve it.
This year is going to be even better than last! You are 17! Ya can hit dat bitch wit a bottle! I love you. I decided that if anyone ever asks how many siblings I have, I am from now on going to answer 6. That's five brothers and one incredible sister. You are my family Sarah. I know we will bicker just like sisters do from time to time. BUT I would never let anything come between us. that includes the evil species of men!
You are my hero, Sarah ...okay, my whore too, but still. hehe. muah! i love you."
I can't stop crying now... I miss my best friend!
"I know it hurts. But it's life, and it's real.
And sometimes it fucking hurts,
but it's life, and it's pretty much all we got."