We'd never know what's wrong without the pain
i keep getting this feeling like i'm going to throw up or something. i'll think of something that usually does nothing to me but now when i think of some stuff, i just really want to cry, even when it has nothing to do with me. i feel completely fine, things are great, but i guess since i've been bored at work, i have more time to think about stupid stuff that i never put much thought into before. it bugs me and also makes me want to cry.
my mom walked up to me at work yesterday and started lecturing me on how my pants have gotten too big. i told her i've been eating normally, but i really haven't. thinking about food just makes me want to vomit up everything in me. but i have to force myself to eat while forcing my stomach to stay calm. my mom says i should take a pregnancy test. i don't know about all that... i'm not reading that much into it. but i have a girly doctor's appointment tomorrow, so we'll see.
"Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close"
my mom walked up to me at work yesterday and started lecturing me on how my pants have gotten too big. i told her i've been eating normally, but i really haven't. thinking about food just makes me want to vomit up everything in me. but i have to force myself to eat while forcing my stomach to stay calm. my mom says i should take a pregnancy test. i don't know about all that... i'm not reading that much into it. but i have a girly doctor's appointment tomorrow, so we'll see.
"Keep my heart
somewhere drugs don't go
Where the sunshine slows
always keep me close"