Boys in my life

[hey_ungrateful]

Dear You,
You say we are dating but will we ever be offical?
Dear You,
I sleep with you more often then I sleep alone and I love it.
Dear You,
I like you despite the fact you're not my ideal guy.
Dear You,
You drink, smoke and do drugs but for some reason I don't mind.
Dear You,
You make me melt when you hold me close and kiss my forehead.
Dear You,
You don't always do the things you say you will but yet I keep trying.
Dear You,
I enjoy the time we spend together.
Dear You,
I don't know where time will lead us but I am along for the ride.

Dear You,
You are a nice guy, possibly too nice.
Dear You,
I have enjoyed the time we have spent studying together and hanging out.
Dear You,
I feel like you are so innocent and it's obvious I'm not.
Dear You,
I should probably tell you I'm seeing someone else too.
Dear You,
Despite that fact I want to see where this can go too.

Dear You,
We have been apart for a while but occasionally I still miss you.
Dear You,
I hope you are happy with her, she is a great girl.
Dear You,
You were my first love and my best friend, I wish we didn't lose that friendship too.
Dear You,
You changed me a great deal and for that I thank you.
Dear You,
I hope your happy now.