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[hey_there_kayla]

me and ashley cried so hard in goverment today.
it was kinda beautiful.

i told her things that i didn't even
know i was feeling.
i just kind of spilled my entire
heart out to her.
and it wasnt on purpose.
and i hardly ever cry.
it just happened.

i was just there.
and she was crying.
and it mad me sad.
and i was thinking about everything.
and i thought about how
i've just built up this huge wall.
this emotional blockade.
"the hover damn of heartache."
and i just finally burst.

and then i couldn't stop crying.
and everything i have been feeling
and thinking and wanting to say
just came out.

it was the first time i had ever cried in school.