Mar 25, 2006 20:08
My hopes keep creeping all the way up to the tippy top and then getting yanked back down. Just like a poor kid's pants when he's getting pantsed in junior high gym class.
It feels really yucky.
I cant keep them hopes down long enough, my positivity spites me.
I keep thinking I have a chance and I get all excited to do something but then I get all confused with people's actions and what they mean and if they mean something which they SO do but I wish they wouldn't.
Sorry about cryptic-ivity but I dont feel like I can be so blatant about all these things to everybody yet