sloppy
What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You fill every waking moment with activity.
You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones.
You are affectionate, passionate, expressive, and future-oriented.
You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody!
You are self-confident and like to bring attention to yourself.
Riight, I'm shy and love to bring attention to myself.
That is sooo contradictive of itself.
New Years was good I thought but then I read Jessie's post and I realized my time was pitiful next to hers. But then again she had the e, I just had lots of wine. I don't remember a lot of it, its all very fuzzy. I'm glad I was with my friends though. It's nice seeing everyone in one place. During the countdown I... I completely forget. I wasn't even really aware of it, I just remember everyone yelling and kissing.and I kinda sat alone on the couch. Though I did smooch Erica which is fun har har. I'm really annoying myself because me and Sarah were talking and saying how I oughta just put myself out there at these parties full of boys and stuff and something will happen, but I never know what to do with myself. My behaviour seems to be confusion and awkwardness resulting in me running around trying to find a friend the whole night and never really meeting too many new ones because Im so caught up. I dont think I'm picky but I just absolutely can't tell if someone is flirting or not and I tend to assume that they aren't then just walk away or forget about it or dont return it.
It's weird seeing people you used to be crazy about with other girls. You never know really how to act.
Besides all that, Lee was right.
Adam said last night "Thomas still likes you." Woah woah still? I didn't know he did before. This is so bizarre. Apparently they were drunk and stuff and he asked for my number. I dont know what to do. My taste has changed so much since trip. Evan was the bridge for me I think because now I seem to be almost exclusively falling for thugged out guys, what is with that? It's really messed me up too because they are a completely different breed. Nothing has prepared me for this switch. I go to the wrong parties and hang out with the wrong crowd but I would never want to change just to be around those kind of fellows, I just wish there were more integration is all.
I'm so blurry from last night. It was good, I guess. There isn't anything to recall. Everything went the same as always. Nothing special. Nothing made it feel like a new year. How lame.