(no subject)
i guess this is where i get personal...
my sister called up crying because of her boyfriend.. and she told me how she wanted to take her own life. and how worthless she felt. and i started crying. mostly because i don't want to lose her. and partially because i understand how it feels to want to die. and i understand how she feels. and i never wanted anyone else to feel like that.. so it just hurt. i don't know..
classes started today. i like them so far. they're going to be hard. but i'm going to go through with them...and become smart. and awesome. and make a lot of money. and you're going to be jealousssssssss. heh.
work was dead today. i got out early.
i have a hair appointment at 2:30 on thursdays. which means i need to chash my check.
my car is being a douche. i can't shift. it's wicked hard to and my check engine light is on. wtf.
so.. i saw my old obsession. JOHN! ugh. he's a god..i wonder if he knows it. i'm sure he does..if i was that goodlooking. fuck. i'd know it. i was so desperate to check something out on him..i looked at his shoes. I CHECKED OUT HIS SHOES. but. what can i say. they were nice.
andrew needs to answer my IM's. now.
my sister called up crying because of her boyfriend.. and she told me how she wanted to take her own life. and how worthless she felt. and i started crying. mostly because i don't want to lose her. and partially because i understand how it feels to want to die. and i understand how she feels. and i never wanted anyone else to feel like that.. so it just hurt. i don't know..
classes started today. i like them so far. they're going to be hard. but i'm going to go through with them...and become smart. and awesome. and make a lot of money. and you're going to be jealousssssssss. heh.
work was dead today. i got out early.
i have a hair appointment at 2:30 on thursdays. which means i need to chash my check.
my car is being a douche. i can't shift. it's wicked hard to and my check engine light is on. wtf.
so.. i saw my old obsession. JOHN! ugh. he's a god..i wonder if he knows it. i'm sure he does..if i was that goodlooking. fuck. i'd know it. i was so desperate to check something out on him..i looked at his shoes. I CHECKED OUT HIS SHOES. but. what can i say. they were nice.
andrew needs to answer my IM's. now.