Mar 02, 2008 18:40
I have not written in this in over a month. In this month, so much has happened. My family and friends threw me the most amazing surprise party ever. I have never been more shocked. I am not even going to explain how much it meant to me. I got a Presidential Scholarship for Oswego. It covers all of the tuition, so I just have to pay room and board. I decided I am going there for sure. I am not even going to explain why. You can think what you want. I had oral surgery on Valentine's Day. That night, Jennifer came over and surprised me with a card, balloon, teddy bear, and pudding. And I could tell that she loved me even though I was toothless and puffyfaced, and that meant everything to me. I am not even going to explain the relationship we have. I helped choreograh Joseph and the Amezing Technicolor Dreamcoat with her over February Break. Even though being with 70 screaming kids from 9-5 for a week, we had a blast. I am not even going to explain what that experience did for me. The play is next week and the dance team show is two weeks after that. I am stressed, but things are winding down. I'm done explaining and justifying the things I do and the way I feel. You just need to live, and get rid of the people who don't respect you. I think everything is going to be ok.