what did i used to write about??
im in love but dont want to say it out loud. ive never been more honest and open in a relationship and it feels great not to feel like im keeping my mouth shut and letting things slide. i feel like for the first time ever im in a relationship with someone on the same page as me; the same maturity level, the same place in life, and the same page in feelings and emotions for eachother.
we havent said those incredibly overrated three little words to one another, but what means so much more is when i can look into his eyes and FEEL it eminating from him. The way i feel about Jonathon cant be squeezed, curtailed, scrunched, or forcefully fit into 8 measley letters of the alphabet.
no no, im a girl and stopping at 3 words is a hard one to accomplish once i get going on how i feel.
....like you can't relate......
this kid has the potential to hold my heart as his forever, or be careless and "drop the ball," breaking me. (hehehe i crack me up)
my money is on the first one, but you never know... its still round one in the match.
cheers to life!
PS if racing motorcycles with your g/f... dont lock up your front tire, lay the bike down, and simultaneously take out your chick riding next to you, making her crash as well and endure a broken collar bone. my friend liz cambell just got out of the hospy-tol with road rash and a butt load of ((much needed)) pain killers for her collar crack. man when i got the news i was soooo worried, but i talked to her today and shes acting like she fell off her skateboard and got a scratch. apparently shes broken her collar bone before so its no biggie.
damn girl
damn.
either way, all i can say is damn.
we havent said those incredibly overrated three little words to one another, but what means so much more is when i can look into his eyes and FEEL it eminating from him. The way i feel about Jonathon cant be squeezed, curtailed, scrunched, or forcefully fit into 8 measley letters of the alphabet.
no no, im a girl and stopping at 3 words is a hard one to accomplish once i get going on how i feel.
....like you can't relate......
this kid has the potential to hold my heart as his forever, or be careless and "drop the ball," breaking me. (hehehe i crack me up)
my money is on the first one, but you never know... its still round one in the match.
cheers to life!
PS if racing motorcycles with your g/f... dont lock up your front tire, lay the bike down, and simultaneously take out your chick riding next to you, making her crash as well and endure a broken collar bone. my friend liz cambell just got out of the hospy-tol with road rash and a butt load of ((much needed)) pain killers for her collar crack. man when i got the news i was soooo worried, but i talked to her today and shes acting like she fell off her skateboard and got a scratch. apparently shes broken her collar bone before so its no biggie.
damn girl
damn.
either way, all i can say is damn.