"wHeN i AwOkE tHeRe WaS nOtHiNg ReaL iN tHiS LiFe"
it must have been the longest week in the world. i never go to sleep, except during classes. i'm not feeling like its christmas and its sad. because its all over already and i feel like i missed it.
yesterday. ridiculous. scene it. frozen hot chocolate. home alone. cookie dough. nutball. wrestling. christmas. sahaj, pawel, john, steve, jay, mike, nina, kels, matt, andy, jack, and devin.
the nightmare before christmas. so fun. so crazy. so fast.
the lies before christmas. i'm not dumb. secrets never last long. it hurts like hell. and i really don't understand what i did so wrong. it takes a lot to make me speechless and you definitely did it with this one. so thanks guys. and merry christmas.
...When I awoke there was nothing real in this life
But dreams are so intoxicating,
When you're doing this alone...
But words have no meaning when its you that says
I really do care, no baby I, I really do care!
Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?
In a sense gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?...
Look around for the closest to blame
But look no further than the hands beneath your arms...
Oh oh oh you lie
Tell me something more than what you've tried to hide
If you can't find your self, then how can I expect to find you....
Innocence gone, never take friendship personal
If you can't hold yourself together
Why should I hold you now?