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mr rogalski can die for all i fucking care. hes a straight up asshole. we outsmart him all the time, so wut happens? MINUS!! ooooooo nooooooo!! please mr rogalski, please dont give me a fucking minus because you cant handle 14 and 15 year olds proving you wrong or finding ways around your stupidass rules. and wut bullshit...since when is sex any more unapropriate for school than cigarettes, drugs and alcohol. its ok for him to show us a fucking camel on chemo from smoking, but if i make an ad for something hinting about a fucking erection its too unapropriate.
so valentines day is coming up. lookin forward to that one. theres 2 people that i want to be my valentine. neither of them have any clue. one is never gonna happen i bet becuz the whole friendship thing will be ruined, in fact im not gonna let it happen (not talkin bout cheryl). the other one however, she is a freshman...ionno wutll happen. i can hope. itll most likely end up like the rest, but wut happened to being optimistic? i dont even know how to talk to girls anymore. i used to be very listening, caring, respectful, etc.. but whenever i would do that i would get friends, nothing more. and friends are great, i love my friends, but i like the good friends i have now..im not looking for more good female friends right now. so now i dont know wut to do. i dont want to be an asshole, cuz i lived my life trying to avoid that up till this point. i mean is that wut it comes down to? do i have to be an asshole to get girls? do i have to be obssessed with sex? do i have to treat girls like shit? i always thought girls were into the nice, caring guys, like myself, but obviously i have been misinformed. o and when they say "i need a guy that will treat my right" o ya thats bullshit btw. look in front of u.
ok so now that ive officially made every girl that reads my LJ think im a desperate loser......
im kinda sad that cheryl never called me afterschool like she said. then when i called shes sleeping. o well, wut can i do. i never usually invite people to chill at my house either.
o and i failed everyone of my classes cept gym, so dont count on me goin out much the next couple weeks. unless my parents finally stopped caring or tryin to punish, which ill find out shortly..ooo and i got iss monday :( and i heard from the secretary in 125 that some dean i never heard of before was lookin for me, for either a bunch of iss or some oss...i have no clue wut its for though, so ill look forward to that one
so valentines day is coming up. lookin forward to that one. theres 2 people that i want to be my valentine. neither of them have any clue. one is never gonna happen i bet becuz the whole friendship thing will be ruined, in fact im not gonna let it happen (not talkin bout cheryl). the other one however, she is a freshman...ionno wutll happen. i can hope. itll most likely end up like the rest, but wut happened to being optimistic? i dont even know how to talk to girls anymore. i used to be very listening, caring, respectful, etc.. but whenever i would do that i would get friends, nothing more. and friends are great, i love my friends, but i like the good friends i have now..im not looking for more good female friends right now. so now i dont know wut to do. i dont want to be an asshole, cuz i lived my life trying to avoid that up till this point. i mean is that wut it comes down to? do i have to be an asshole to get girls? do i have to be obssessed with sex? do i have to treat girls like shit? i always thought girls were into the nice, caring guys, like myself, but obviously i have been misinformed. o and when they say "i need a guy that will treat my right" o ya thats bullshit btw. look in front of u.
ok so now that ive officially made every girl that reads my LJ think im a desperate loser......
im kinda sad that cheryl never called me afterschool like she said. then when i called shes sleeping. o well, wut can i do. i never usually invite people to chill at my house either.
o and i failed everyone of my classes cept gym, so dont count on me goin out much the next couple weeks. unless my parents finally stopped caring or tryin to punish, which ill find out shortly..ooo and i got iss monday :( and i heard from the secretary in 125 that some dean i never heard of before was lookin for me, for either a bunch of iss or some oss...i have no clue wut its for though, so ill look forward to that one