Jan 16, 2008 17:09
So, that was refreshing.
It was good and it was crazy.
I realized most importantly that I'm my own worst enemy.
No... I'm my only enemy.
Three nights in a row I picked up a guitar, played and everybody just shut the fuck up and listened. They liked it.
I heard "and you're... NOT signed?"
"Do you have a CD?"
I make people fall in love with me and wish they could remember making out with me.
I am good at cuddling, kissing, serenading...
and yet I still don't believe I'm... wanted. Like in any capacity.
I said it before. Things may be changing.
My inhibition was dissolved by Vodka.
That's the only thing in my way of whatever.
I became who I was plus the things I keep to myself.
Although I cursed every 10 minutes, at least twice.
Oh teh comedies.
(-J.)™