yo~ hisashiburidana~~
I said i was going to use more LJ .. Chuck Testa... lol . somehow i never find the right time nor the right words to share here, plus it's not like i actually have friends here or something, since i'm never on .
Hmm~ so lately I've been watchin' Ghibli movies! :D yaay for me . yesterday i watched Lupin III and the castle of cagliostro and my dear friend (who's b-day is today, happy birthday to him ♥ ) Koke made that for me, idk if he MADE it for me, but he said" here, for you" :B and i'm thankful plus his drawings are amazing <3 . Today i watched kiki's delivery service and somehow i felt the same way as kiki does when she loses her powers. Right now i'm really lost. I want a friend like hers that makes her forget and cheer up and gives a little advice in between. lovely, ain't it? ~ Haa~ what should i do? i want to do nothing forever but at the same time i want to be useful. Chronic laziness, i know. i need motivation in my life, a reason to live. I wonder why i need reason to keep up with my life. does it have something to do with my insecurities? and my low self-esteem? I wonder~
So, i'll leave another gif ~ since i love gifs C: this is jiji and his reaction when he fell in love <3