relief.
Today I had the Japanese written exam. after tomorrow is the oral one.. which is supposed to be easier ~ I hope so... i don't think i did awesome at today's test... but i will approve... at least XD that's one weight less in my mind x3 i still have to read a lot and study for math and physics D: also the basket match's >_< ... I have 3 this week... maybe that's why i am eating a little more these days xd to much calories burned ... or maybe just for the fact of eating... cuz i am a pig and that's not an excuse is a fact XD ....
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I don't know what to believe, what to say, we have never really spoken before, never talked about serious stuff ... why are you so simple yet so tangled. I've always thought that i understand you, and I still think i do~ but not as MUCH as i said... what i do believe is that you don't deserve to feel pain but neither that much happiness when you make others sad. or is it just because i feel that way towards you, because you only hurt ME. I should start acting by the things seen on the outside, only. that way my feelings wont get in the way you should be treated and get you hurt by my selfishness ...
I AM STARTING TO SPEAK NONSENSE... I BETTER GO SLEEP NOW
tired and sick of tests and works... stupid school .
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I don't know what to believe, what to say, we have never really spoken before, never talked about serious stuff ... why are you so simple yet so tangled. I've always thought that i understand you, and I still think i do~ but not as MUCH as i said... what i do believe is that you don't deserve to feel pain but neither that much happiness when you make others sad. or is it just because i feel that way towards you, because you only hurt ME. I should start acting by the things seen on the outside, only. that way my feelings wont get in the way you should be treated and get you hurt by my selfishness ...
I AM STARTING TO SPEAK NONSENSE... I BETTER GO SLEEP NOW
tired and sick of tests and works... stupid school .