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i just realized how horrible of a friend i am.i don't even care.i said sorry and you said it was fine and forgave me but its bugging me.i don't deserve what you want.i don't deserve to be forgiven.even if it wasn't the worst thing in the world it makes me feel like a shitty person and a shitty friend.i really don't know what else to say but i'm upset with myself.