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I think I kind of botched things up with the only person who actually trusts me. it's so amazing to feel trusted, it's a great feeling. and I kind of destroyed it somehow. again.
So, Heather turned down Montreal and the dance. I suppose I can return the tux. or throw it away, doesn't really mattter to me. I'm gone kids, like gone gone.
I left this morning. No, I wont tell you where I am. You can think 'montreal' for all I care. I just needed to get away from here. it is in montreal, but you all don't know that. I needed to get away from the fact I hurt manny, and most likely heather now too. the only person who really trusts me. I love lexx, but she doesn't trust me. I udnerstand, but it still naggs at you you know? it's just really confusing, and each day I keep wishing I hadn't fucked up even more.
So, Heather turned down Montreal and the dance. I suppose I can return the tux. or throw it away, doesn't really mattter to me. I'm gone kids, like gone gone.
I left this morning. No, I wont tell you where I am. You can think 'montreal' for all I care. I just needed to get away from here. it is in montreal, but you all don't know that. I needed to get away from the fact I hurt manny, and most likely heather now too. the only person who really trusts me. I love lexx, but she doesn't trust me. I udnerstand, but it still naggs at you you know? it's just really confusing, and each day I keep wishing I hadn't fucked up even more.