so longgggg.
there are times that i really feel sorry for things that ive done or said to certain people, but right now i think it was just meant to be. i always regret, im always worrying about what they actually think of me now that ive said something wrong. i dont believe there are such things as bad friends, i just think that not everyone can be friends with just anyone. so im just letting go of things that have happened. ill try my best not to make things akward, and hopefully theyll do the same.
and boy, do i ever say the meanest things when im angry. i shouldnt've said those things to her ex. i think that was a little rude. i did appologize and hopefully he sort of accepted it. i find that i expect people to react and be just like me with situations, and i think thats what gets me into trouble. and its not because i dont accept them for who they are, i just dont really think about it.
im so glad that nicoles back. its not like were inseperable, i mean we dont usually hang out that often but knowing shes here and living in cambridge it makes me feel really good. good to know shes still around and shes going to be okay. i think id take a bullet for her. i dont know if id say the same about anyone else.
i havent written in here for a long long time. i think ill start to use this one more often than the stupid myspace. i dont really want too many people reading my stuff, so i think ill just stick to lj and put pointless shit onto my myspace. who knows.
"so long, astoria. i found a map to buried treasure, and even if we come home empty handed, we'll still have our stories of battle scars, pirate ships, and wounded hearts, broken bones, and all the best of friendships. and when this hourglass has filtered out its final grain of sand, i raise my glass to the memories we had."
and boy, do i ever say the meanest things when im angry. i shouldnt've said those things to her ex. i think that was a little rude. i did appologize and hopefully he sort of accepted it. i find that i expect people to react and be just like me with situations, and i think thats what gets me into trouble. and its not because i dont accept them for who they are, i just dont really think about it.
im so glad that nicoles back. its not like were inseperable, i mean we dont usually hang out that often but knowing shes here and living in cambridge it makes me feel really good. good to know shes still around and shes going to be okay. i think id take a bullet for her. i dont know if id say the same about anyone else.
i havent written in here for a long long time. i think ill start to use this one more often than the stupid myspace. i dont really want too many people reading my stuff, so i think ill just stick to lj and put pointless shit onto my myspace. who knows.
"so long, astoria. i found a map to buried treasure, and even if we come home empty handed, we'll still have our stories of battle scars, pirate ships, and wounded hearts, broken bones, and all the best of friendships. and when this hourglass has filtered out its final grain of sand, i raise my glass to the memories we had."