revelations
So I'm working last night, and i saw this guy that i haven't seen since like junior year of high school. He's real trashed, all fucked up like. All that was goin through my head at the time was " this kid used to give me shit in school for being me." Look at this fool now, he couldn't even count to ten if his life depended on it. Over and over in my head im thinking of all things him and his buddies used to say, and it's kinda weird to say but, i just started gettin pissed off again. It was so bizare, (i didn't spell that right) something that happened 3 or 4 years ago still lingering in my head (by the way i completly forgot about till now.) could still get me riled up. It kinda makes me wish that back in school I would of just done things a little diffrently. Talked to diffrent people, asked certain girls out, gotten a job earlier than i did. I'm not quite sure where i goin with this entry to be honest, but to sum it up nicely. F I N A L T H O U G H T . If you fucked with someone in the past, didnt talk to someone, wished you may of said something to her/him. Regret is a fucked up feeling, and i've been regreting A LOT of shit latley. In the end the world is a fucked up place filled with moments enjoyed and lost. and right now... im soooo fuckin lost.